[Text] ☠ The voice someone calls.
Jul. 6th, 2011 09:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
[ ... Unlike his usual peppy self, Ryoji's post to the network is short and private client messages are left to several people. All of them are in plain black text, however. You can tell something is up, he's bothering to use apostrophes and such. ]
[ FILTERED FROM IZAYA ; UNHACKABLE ]
... I'm sorry, everyone. If I'm not around this week, something important happened. I'll be at the Volo dorms if you really need to get in contact with me.
- Ryoji
[ FILTERED TO AIGIS ; UNHACKABLE ]
[ ... His typing drops here considerably when he messages Aigis and Vriska, as though he is upset. ]
Can we talk???????? im downstairs.
[ FILTERED TO VRISKA ; UNHACKABLE ]
[ ... This is hard on him. But he trusts Vriska, so he will get her opinion too. ]
hey........ i need to talk to you. were moirails, right...? its really important. i know the Curse is over now and i really need to know what you think about this before i do something i might wish i didnt... or did.
im not sure right now.
[ FILTERED FROM IZAYA ; UNHACKABLE ]
... I'm sorry, everyone. If I'm not around this week, something important happened. I'll be at the Volo dorms if you really need to get in contact with me.
- Ryoji
[ FILTERED TO AIGIS ; UNHACKABLE ]
[ ... His typing drops here considerably when he messages Aigis and Vriska, as though he is upset. ]
Can we talk???????? im downstairs.
[ FILTERED TO VRISKA ; UNHACKABLE ]
[ ... This is hard on him. But he trusts Vriska, so he will get her opinion too. ]
hey........ i need to talk to you. were moirails, right...? its really important. i know the Curse is over now and i really need to know what you think about this before i do something i might wish i didnt... or did.
im not sure right now.
[1/2] akshdg sobbbbbb what is this train wreck of a thread
Date: 2011-07-14 04:42 am (UTC)... I'm not the one who sees it that way. Those are her feelings. But people can't collectively ALL be changed at once... not in that kind of number. Maybe if people's negativity wasn't causing issues...
[ He never had been the one to doubt people. ... No. He realizes what's going on here, he thinks, and he honestly isn't happy about it. But now that they've come this far, he realizes the only thing left to do is properly explain it.
... In a way, it's given him some of his sense of self back. Suppressing that horrible side of him he doesn't want to exist. Some humanity. ... Heh. ]
You don't believe me partially because you don't understand that... right? Do you know what I am? My body was bound and created from negative manifestations of people's suppressed sides. The ones they don't want to admit exist. They call them Shadows.
[ He moves, getting up and striding away from her, back facing her. He's pacing. ]
I'm not supposed to exist in any form on your plane. I shouldn't exist. I don't have any choice in what my role is. ... But I have a choice in the things that I do while I'm here. It hurts. It hurts a lot that the one person important to me almost died.