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望月 綾時 ☾ Mochizuki Ryōji ([personal profile] nightprince) wrote2011-07-06 09:03 am

[Text] ☠ The voice someone calls.

[ ... Unlike his usual peppy self, Ryoji's post to the network is short and private client messages are left to several people. All of them are in plain black text, however. You can tell something is up, he's bothering to use apostrophes and such. ]

[ FILTERED FROM IZAYA ; UNHACKABLE ]

... I'm sorry, everyone. If I'm not around this week, something important happened. I'll be at the Volo dorms if you really need to get in contact with me.

- Ryoji


[ FILTERED TO AIGIS ; UNHACKABLE ]

[ ... His typing drops here considerably when he messages Aigis and Vriska, as though he is upset. ]

Can we talk???????? im downstairs.

[ FILTERED TO VRISKA ; UNHACKABLE ]

[ ... This is hard on him. But he trusts Vriska, so he will get her opinion too. ]

hey........ i need to talk to you. were moirails, right...? its really important. i know the Curse is over now and i really need to know what you think about this before i do something i might wish i didnt... or did.

im not sure right now.

3/3

[identity profile] effier.livejournal.com 2011-07-15 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[A shaky breath and she's grabbing at his shirt, trying to push him away, but she collapses from pressure, breaking into a fit of sobs as her hand reaches to rest at his shoulder, clutching his shirt and trying to do anything but touch the blade.

It's cold. She can feel it even though it's not touching her.

It's cold like this whole situation.]

[identity profile] derparcana.livejournal.com 2011-07-16 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... That's how death is. Death's vastness holds no peace. It's only cold and empty, and it saps any energy or happiness and exchanges it with fear.

That is what his power is. That is what he is. And he knows it.

He merely lets her go, quietly, and gently, backing away. The cold feeling in general leaves the room, and some of the lights flicker briefly as that odd dark, blotchy substance appears in his hand, and disappears. The sword is gone when it is also gone. ]


Then you need to be. ... Listen to your instincts. Fear is not something to shun, it's meant to protect you. This... is me being nice, Effy-chan. I'm sorry. Your safety means more to me than my own happiness, and if you're around me when I'm in this state or worse...

[ He smiles, but it's... off. Not happy. More of a mask than anything. ... Hah. Masks. In the end, wasn't that what Nyx would do to him? The ultimate Shadow... yes, that was what he was. The only Shadow with a mask on a human face. He still was incredibly bitter about this. ]

I can't tell you what I'll do. ... You think I'm a nice person because I care, but... that's not my nature. Not really. There's a difference between how I choose to be and how I actually am.

[identity profile] effier.livejournal.com 2011-07-16 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
[She kind of just ....stands there. She can't get herself to move.]

I can't believe you did that.

[identity profile] derparcana.livejournal.com 2011-07-16 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
That's exactly why I had to. You didn't believe me.

[ He can tell. ... It was for her own good. Nothing more, nothing less. ]

Effy-chan, go home. ... Please.

[identity profile] effier.livejournal.com 2011-07-16 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
You held a fucking sword to my neck.

[She's glaring at him now, she can't help it.]

And it's just 'Effy'.

[And she does go home, she leaves him where he is because she can't handle anything anymore.]