I... I realized today there's too much I don't understand...
[ There's so many answers he's looking for but can't quite find. ]
I think I saw it, to be honest, when I met N-kun and we talked. The way I see things is all that I know.
[ He's confused. ]
As far as I know... something bad happened, and I thought it needed to be fixed. But now I don't... understand. There's too many gaps...
[ He never had parents, or anyone, to tell him that people... weren't all good. I mean, he knew people could be negative, but-- ]
What if I'd lost you? What if you didn't come back? I can't bear the idea that you might be hurt because of me. Shouldn't it be my responsibility to help you? There's this one thing I thought I COULD do, but I couldn't do it.
[ It made him too angry when he saw saw that video. That smug asshole. ]
... I couldn't forgive him.
[ ... He sighs. He doesn't turn to look at Minato, he keeps his back to him, but he balls his fists. ]
I... I just wanted to protect you. But I can't do that, can I? It's... impossible... I don't deserve anything you gave me.
[ It's such a childish comment, because that's how he honestly views it. That he should be able to protect him and that he failed. ]
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
timeasmymeasure
no subject
Date: 2011-07-12 08:33 am (UTC)I... I realized today there's too much I don't understand...
[ There's so many answers he's looking for but can't quite find. ]
I think I saw it, to be honest, when I met N-kun and we talked. The way I see things is all that I know.
[ He's confused. ]
As far as I know... something bad happened, and I thought it needed to be fixed. But now I don't... understand. There's too many gaps...
[ He never had parents, or anyone, to tell him that people... weren't all good. I mean, he knew people could be negative, but-- ]
What if I'd lost you? What if you didn't come back? I can't bear the idea that you might be hurt because of me. Shouldn't it be my responsibility to help you? There's this one thing I thought I COULD do, but I couldn't do it.
[ It made him too angry when he saw saw that video. That smug asshole. ]
... I couldn't forgive him.
[ ... He sighs. He doesn't turn to look at Minato, he keeps his back to him, but he balls his fists. ]
I... I just wanted to protect you. But I can't do that, can I? It's... impossible... I don't deserve anything you gave me.
[ It's such a childish comment, because that's how he honestly views it. That he should be able to protect him and that he failed. ]